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Serenay Özkan 
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Mehtabın solgun ışığı ellerindeki lekeyi aydınlatınca leke kırmızı bir hâl aldı ve daha da yakınlaştığında bu kırmızılığın kan olduğunu anladı. Adam yolunu göremiyordu. Tek istediği ölü ya da diri bir yol almak ve gecenin karanlığında kendine bir yer bulmaktı.
Farklı Bir Mehtap
Serenay Özkan
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