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Malina
Ingeborg Bachmann
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Deep Note
@deepnote
"Beni Yak
Kendini Yak
Her şeyi Yak
Bir kıvılcım yeter...
Zihnimde sürekli bir yangın, bitmek tükenmek bilmiyor...Hasta mıyım? Değilim aslında ..."
📖 Malina
— Ingeborg Bachmann
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